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Suicide is painless ? Through Early morning fog I see Visions of the things to be The pains that I realize and I can see That Suicide is Painless It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please recently I fell into the hell of hopeless depression and came very close to committing suicide! Only God's commandment, “thou shalt no kill.” as revealed through moses stopped me carrying it out!luckily, a friend of mine called the policea and they hauled me of to hospital.(thank you richard!) It i now nearly a fortnight later I am still amazed at how hopeless the deprssion made me . I now understand how people who have never been depresed before can be swung away and top themelves after half an hour of their first encounter with depresion!. I have benn having depressions since I was 18 and don't even remember the first two or three! It took 20 years to get the first suicidal depression and they have started popping up more frequently in the past 10 years – I wonder how many more I can go through without harming hurting myself/ my family are talking about putting me in a home for my own safety as I don't look after myself very well, not eating properly etc.
iI’d like to stay independent, on the outside of a facility if possible as I am slowly healing from some of my problems (incontinence)(healing quite rapidly actually!)
depression – what is it??? I believe it is a separation of the brain and the soul from each other where the soul can longer influence the brain and leaves it in dispair!(a breaking of the brain soul synergy!) And hopelessness
thank you for reading this short article,
reverend mastr j’iam