I remember the first second of being “Dead” of being on the other side! I remember pulling out of my body and feeling – for the first time – my finger nails, my hair and my teeth!
We normally don’t feel these things unless there is pain involved, and that is not the feeling i had. It felt more like a hand pulling out of a glove.
The first thing I noticed after that was my body floating in the water in a lotus position. I looked at my body and thanked it for it’s service to me during my short life (21 years) and turned away.
That was when I noticed for the first time that my “eyesight” was no longer linear! I could see to the front of me, as I did in life, but could also see to the top of me, to the back of me, to the sides of me and to the bottom of me! I could see in every direction at once but it was not in the least disorientating at all. I could see in all these directions because I was no longer trapped in a body and to the confinement of “Eyes”.
I have since come to believe that we all see unrestricted of a really deep level of the soul, but mostly don’t access our “full sight.”
From that point on the experiences stop being linear and become “exponential” – many layered. And a lot harder to explain with words. I know that death is a releasing of the soul, a point of freedom, exhilaration, Joy, Bliss, Ecstasy, Fulfilment, Glory, Praised Be to God!
There is no fear in the next world, none at all. The only thing that even closely equates to fear is our own inner condemnation of out earthly action! Our own condemnation of ourselves is the closest thing to hell on the next side. God doesn’t judge us – we judge ourselves! We are far harder judges than God!
Let me tell you a secret. In this world we have a time – 70 years on average to get as close to Love/God as we can. The reason most of us don’t is the gift of free will. We have the ability to turn towards Love or to turn away from Love!
Once we leave this world we lose the gift of free will. This is the only plane with the gift of free will! Minerals don’t have free will. Vegetable matter have the power of growth, but not free will. Animals have the power of movement, but not free will. Hue-mans have all the powers below them plus the power of the next world (self recognition) PLUS Free Will! The next world doesn’t have free will either!
We sit blindly in our lives ignoring our free will every day, until we run out of life! Then we have lost this precious life forever!
Once we are on the other side we sudden;y realise we could have come to within a foot of God by our own freewill efforts, now that chance is gone forever (eternity) and we rely upon God to advance us (at His own Pace. This may take a million years! What is every souls desire in the next world? To be as close to God as possible. Now we see that whilst we had the potential to come to within a foot of God within our short lifetime now we will have to wait for a million years at the point we entered Heaven – a mile away from God !
We suddenly see our inactions on earth cost us front seat tickets! And now we are at the back of the crows in rear view seats! WAIL!
So how do we start working our free wills? By deciding! A decision is a split with our old habits. The key part of the word decision is the word cis which goes back to Rome and means “to cut”.
We can be decisive, incisive, use an incisor, be precise, use scissors etc. etc. All of these words have an element of cutting in the root word which is cis.
So if we lose our free what position do we move to in the universe? Into God’s will! We are allowed the option of free will or God’s will! This is the message of Muhamed (Praised Be His name). Even though we have passed out of the reign of Muhammed and are now in the reign of the Glory of God, we still only have these two choices!
And this short span of life we have is the only place that freewill is available! Think about what I have said here today because many of the world’s religions are cast to the stormy seas of free will!
I hope that what I’ve said today helps you “find the source” and become spiritually alive!
And submit your free will to the Will of God (definitely not religion!) “You shall know them by their deeds because a bad tree can’t bear good fruit and a good tree can’t bear bad fruit!
You have free will to keep or give away until the point of death. After the point of death you no longer have free will, and have to work under the will of God!
God wants us to voluntarily surrender our free wills – and believe me there is only true freedom under the will of God!
It’s as simple as that, Amen.
reverend master j’iam